nu-mi mai ești.

De-ai fi amurgul vieții mele nu mi-aș dori nici răsărit nici noapte cu roiuri de stele nici lună plină 
De-ai fi asupra mea un nor negru de ploaie nu m-aș feri o clipă de răbufnirea ta ci dimpotrivă ți-aș lăsa toți picturii ce-i ai ca să-mi inunde ființa 
De-ai fi dar nu mai mi-ești.



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